mid week procrastination

Well, it’s tuesday. Time for some complaining. Don’t know what I got myself into this semester. Already got things to do and it’s only the first week. Guess what? This friday, first class of child language, already got test!!!!!! Argh!!!!!! Damn Maddelena. So me’s gots to go and mug my phonology and syntax. Yuck. And then, me and Chih Lin don’t know why decided to be the first to do our presentation which is NEXT MONDAY. So, got a reading to mug for already. *bangheadonwall* Feel lazy. Not yet in study mode.

Was sick yesterday. Got horrible running nose and sneezing attacks. AND first day of sch, while I was showering before going off, something got into my eye and the whole thing turned red and itchy. So had to go to school in my dorky specs.  Then reach school, bloody cold and raining, so started sneezing. Had to call off choir. Couldn’t even talk. Finished one whole packet of tissue paper in an hour. Then had to rely on toilet paper. And the bloody library was freaking cold. My nose felt like it was frozen.

And today, go to school for 2 freaking hours of lecture then come home. Sigh. Waste of my time sia. Ok, quite an ok class. But got 2 undesirable characters taking the class with me. Sigh. Can’t have my way all the time. Hope they don’t end up in the same tutorial class with me. Tomorrow class, no idea who’s in it with me. Probably no one. Sigh. I hate taking seminar class by myself.  Such a small class, can’t hide in the back. And once again, I’m wondering why the hell I’m in uni in the first place.

Still considering whether to extend my torture for another honors year or to jump right into the working world. GAPS is coming up pretty soon. Have to make a decision. On one hand, if I stay, I might have a chance for exchange (They still haven’t gotten back to me about it so still got hope. HEAR THAT NUS-SEP OFFICE????!?!!). If I stay, I can postpone making my big career decision for another year. If I stay, I can sing with the choir some more. If I don’t stay, I go out to work. Um…yeah, that’s all. What else is there? Omg. Life sucks. I should live in those Victorian ages when women sit around and look pretty, get married and have babies. End of story. No need worry about being independent and whatever. Can be an airhead and no one cares.

Alrighty. Have to get started on the stupid reading. Feeling so lazy. Have to remember my resolution to keep up with my studies/readings, whether or not I decide to stay.

Interesting clip. The Complete History of Everything:

~ by mezzogal on January 15, 2008.